okie.. today's cooL..

msg at church was cooL.. and powerfuL.. feeL v reassured and comforted yada yada.. :D which i should. i think.

last week.. ok last 2 weeks has been turbulant. not turbulant lyk in "why history? the turbulant 20th century" but enough action and turmoiL for me la.. afteraLL, i'm juz a pLain simpLe and ordinary girL leading a normaL life. and so on. haha

oh well. i'm recovering well. not much of a choice anyway. am gLad that things are going well in his life with the nice chick. :D

gLad that we r frens again :) it better last..
haha...

sarah mclachlan sings "do what you have to do"

what ravages of spirit
conjured this temptous rage,
created you a monster, broken by the rules of love
and fate has led you thru it, you do what you have to do
oh and fate has led you thru it, you do what you have to do...

but i have the sense to recognize,
that i don't know how to let you go

every moment marked by apparitions of your soul,
i'm ever swiftly moving, trying to escape this desire
the yearning to be near you, i do what i have to do,
the yearning to be near you, i do what i have to do

but i have the sense to recognise
that i don't know how to let you go,

and i don't know how to let you go

a glowing ember, burning hot,
burning slow
deep within i'm shaken by the violence of existing for only you

i know i can't be with you, i do what i have to do,
oh i know i can't be with you, i do what i have to do

and i have the sense to recognize
that i don't know how to let you go
i don't know how to let you go
don't know how
to let you go

i don't know how to let you go....

sarah mclachlan sings "do what you have to do"

MORNING WORLD!

haha.. its 9:47 on a sunday morning! haha.. for some its reaLLy earLy to be up and onLine. haha. oh well.. haha.. refLex action. wake up, stone, mind wander, wander into places i dun like, msg a couple of ppl, reply dem, den hop of bed, wear specs, on lappie. this happens when i dun haf class at lyk 10am la. haha.

so anywayz, yah i am feeling better. and i hope that you are too. really sorry i farked up. its entirely my fault i know that. and i do know where u r coming from. hope when u get my card it'll all be clearer where i stand. not expecting much. juz for us to start over as frens. ok? and promise to NEVER, NEVER EVER mention this unpleasant episode again. ok? juz start over as frens according to d current situation. things haf changed, i know that. juz dun talk abt wad caused the change.. it makes life easier. can?

so anywayz, hOpe that today will be a bLessed sabbaTh.. for me and for aLL.. sarah mclachlan rocks!!

juz got back frm ny concert.

felt good to be playing again. and lyk sing ny's cheena sch song.. after 5 yrs of not singing it.. haha.. really had a good time tonite.. :) looking forward to attending ntu's concert on the 27th.. v long nv go concert w the ny crowd. :)

anyway, yah it's been a good day on d whole :) things worked out in my head. God spoke and i trusted. learnt that it's really all abt letting go and letting God take over. and i'm happier. think joyful wud be better word.. haha..

oh and to all whom i haf promised to meet up with, or is planning to meet up with, juz wanna say that mondays are bad.. i haf full day class till 4, den 0430 got tuition, den aft tt muz run back to nus for either cg or band.. haha.. wednesdays are generally good :)

anyway, i've really grown in d past week or so.. and i'm a better person now. learning to surrender everything to God larz.. :) let Him be in controL :)

cheeriOs.. :)