today went to KOPERWELTEN..

otherwise known as BODY WORLDS... at expO! super duper uLtimate cooL!! i wanna go again!!! i went ard the place, thinking that this is such SOLID SHIT (sTuff) the entire time! its super soLid!!!!! jin betTer come go w me again when he geTs his aSs bacK! haha...

oh and i cleaned my roOm today. actually, its onli one shelf.. but the shelf with the most-est sTuff.. the shelf which i haf not cleaned for a few years coz i was in absolute deniaL.. so anyway i cleaned it out today.. threw out 3 big bags of stuff. and the shelf, along with alL its componenTs...is reaLLy nice and neaT now.. feeling quite gOod now.. i uncovered a lot of sTuff.. lyk pri sch stuff.. and yah la.. all sorts of sTuff la.. :D

so anywayz, i went shOpping yesterday and i bought damn a loT a loT sTuff!! haha... feeLs quite shiOk.. cooL sia.. mom was in good moOd.. and i bought a lot of stuff which i wun otherwise buy.. and best part is that most stuff is she suggest that i get wan can. lyk white/pink dress.. and ra-ra sKirtz... haha..

anywayz.. tmr got cLass at 8am!!! freakz....... how am i gonna hauL my fat ass out of bed at that unearThLy hour maN...... sigh..

i wanna go chinatOwn.. and get my yearLy henna tattOo on my hand! and i wanna go KTV! haha.. jOkeS...

ok i'm officially dying of headache..

went for tuition. den head started to throb. den d girl oso lyk v sian and sleepy lidat. ask her to do maths, the simplest things she oso cannot do.. den i today cannot tahan oso.. so i juz let her do english (her fave) and do simple simple things.. den felt lyk i nv teach her much today.. but time lyk passed faster today at tuition oso..
so anyway i had my headache thru tuition.. thru band.. till now.. siaaaaaaaan...
so anyway, me dying of headache nOw..
sigh............

sarah sings "fear"

i'm home frm daryl's place..

his room is nice and minimalist now. (not lyk i knoe wad it looked it before d overhauL..) but well.. its darn nice and i wanna clear my roOm too. but no $$ and no time.. haha.. oh weLLs.. and liang made steak.. and wedges and clam chowder.. and we had lyk fantestic ice-cream w losta toppings courtesy of eLi.. haha.. den watched this REALLY DARN COOL show called "Drumline"!! its darn cooL!! percussion rOcks!! we r d puLse of d band man!!!! yah so anywayz its a really cooL shoW..

love this chair he bought. think i'Ll go ikea and try find a red or yelLow one for me roOm.. :D

love juz chillin anD hanging ard at a frens place in a small grp... recharges my baTtery... thanks daryL, liang anD eLi :D

going for ntu concert sat nite..(tonite la..) excited! v long nv go concert w d ny crowd..

i havent coOked a fuLL meaL in ages!! wanna cooK.. but no time.. and my granny dominates d kitchen lyk dunnO wad lidaT.. and i hate to cLean up.. oh weLL... i think i still owe SC10 a pasta party since end of 2001... haha...

anywayz, haf a bLast this weekend!!

hello.. v sianz now. in arts canteen..

juz stoning w claypot and ian and ah-kor.. v warm!!!!! tho i wearing shorts.. i'm still feeling blardy hot.. ok using claypot's lappie now. trying to think of ways to destroy it w/o him realising it.
so anyway, i went shopping last nite but bot nothing. v sad. nd to go shopping soon and find smth to buy. sigh..
so anyway, i got french class at 2. haha.
and anyway, i need to stoooody but lyk no mood.. crap.. think that i'll go into e flow when tutorials start. but den again, i have a sucky timetable this sem.. sigh.. 5 day week can.. and lyk not much free time.. sigh..
anywayz agian.. sarah mclachlan rocks.. haha...
anywayz again again, i got craving fro haagen's green tea ice cream.. argh...
looking forward to dinner tmr.. haha.. liang better whip up smth soLid..
argh i need to read.. and find my readings.. haha..
argh.. ok larz.. slept v well last nite. my hair looks v red sometimes. and v dark sometimes. dunno larz.. haha..
claypot and ian says i look lian w red hair.. oh welL.. i nv tot that i cud look lian even if i tried.. so wadeva la.. haha... i happy can liaoz.. rite? MUAHAHA.. :D

had a late nite/earLy morning talk w cLaypoT..

and it reaLLy put sOme sTuff into perspective for me.. the conversation took a surprisingly "chim" turn at abt 3 pLus 4 am in d mOrning.. and we were lyk talking abt chim enough sTuff already.. (think we started talking abt liking vs loving.. den theologicaL sTuff.. den poLitics.. yada yada..)

this naTuraLLy lefT me feeLing reaLLy awake at a time when i shd aLready be sLeeping lyk a baby.. crappies..

but to sum up my refLections, wad hit me (again) was that love is aLL emcompassing. God is Love. so God is all emcompassing. and dere is no love greater den His love for us la :) (for more details, visit cLaypot's bLog; tho i muz say dere are a few finer detaiLs which i dun agree w him la..)

wad hit me for the first time is that recently, i've been getting to know myseLf all over again esp in d last 2 weeks or so. and its cooL.. haha... and aLso d facT that i'm actually not as confused as i think i am!! (so to ivan's tag to put my hands up if i'm confused abt love, i wanna say that my hand was raised, but i put it down at abt 5am this morn) :D wanna cLarify that its not that i'm not in love/out of love.. and for u aLL scandaL-loving ppL, me and cLaypot are juz gOod frens!! we both haf someone in mind, and its freakily coincidentaL that we r boTh not ready to make any commitments to anyone.. oh weLL..

i've surrendered everything into the hands of God.. i try to anyway.. sometimes we overestimate ourseLves, or try to teLL Him that there are areas in our life that we can take charge of.. which i haf come to see as smth siLLy la.. when He is Lord, He is Lord over ALL things.. :)

gonna change my hair coLour soOn.. hafta haf an obvious change on d outside to constantly remind myseLf that i'm different on d inside liao.. so i wun faLL back into oLd famiLiar shOes ^_^

cheeriOs!!

haf a greaT mid-week!! -hugz-