i haf an overwhelming urge to bitch abt men.

but i won't. i'll grin and bear it. i will not crack. i will be fine. the Lord is sustaining me. and one day i will meet someone who will love me and cherish me and stand all my crap and not give me crap that might kill me. someone who will go church w me every week, and haf his own walk with the Lord. someone who will stand by me.. and whom i will stand by. someone who is a man of his word. someone who will not say one thing and do another. someone who is not fickle. someone who is devoted. someone who will not mind-fark me. someone who knows that as strong as i am, i am juz a girl.